Noosa Heads...looking across to Laguna Bay |
Noosa Heads Surf Lifesaving Club these days..... |
The “Top Secret” show at Lennons Hotel was a roaring success. Kolotex Hosiery certainly was no longer top secret. That evening, announcing our arrival we’d made a grand entrance into the Brisbane fashion trade. 99.9% of the invitees turned up for our promotional evening.
The function room, filled to capacity with interested buyers, departmental heads, store managers, boutique owners, advertising and media people, etc., buzzed with excitement. The “Top Secret” launch was the first of many bigger, more adventurous promotional evenings we were to produce, and entertain the trade with throughout the coming years. At this stage we were just dipping our toes into the shallow end of the pool. Many much more exciting times were ahead, though we weren't aware of that at the time.
Sales increased. Our little office became busier by the day. Along with the growth the stock in our small storeroom grew and grew as well. Excess stocks of the various styles of stockings and pantyhose were bursting out of the shelves. Soon, our staff of two expanded to three. A young lad was hired to assist in the storeroom with the packing of orders, also for stock counts and stock-control in the city retail stores, freeing up our boss to handle the pressing managerial, marketing and sales matters. After about twelve months, the young fellow left our employ and two young men were hired in his stead. Then we were four.
Sales in the country and regional areas, handled by our wholesale agents, were exploding daily, too. I didn’t like dealing with our agents. I found the head of the company to be a pompous snob and his son appeared to be headed in a similar direction…to be a carbon copy of his father. He was a spoilt “private school” left-over! Often I would see the son, a few years older than me, at various night-spots or social gatherings I attended. I always dodged him, not particularly desirous of his loud-mouthed company and over-inflated ego. My dream was that we, in our own office, could handle all our sales ourselves, without the wholesale agents.
Randall and I continued to exchange letters. I wrote more often than he, of course, being “naturally gabby” in that department as friends of mine will testify to! He’d gained employment at a resort hotel in the North Island of New Zealand at Waitomo in the Waikato Region. He was having a wonderful time from all accounts. I didn’t stay at home packed in “moth-balls” either. At that time, so many years ago, I was a young, attractive woman who enjoyed life and all that it had to offer. I was damned sure I wasn’t going to sit around knitting. I was a hopeless knitter, anyway. I went out, met new people and had fun. I missed Randall, of course. I loved him, but I wasn't prepared to let life pass me by, not for him, not for anyone.
At a much-frequented nightspot, one night I ran into an old friend. During the Gympie Ball Season he would return from Brisbane where he lived and worked, for the weekend to escort me to the balls. It became an unspoken habit with us for whatever reason, that he was my regular partner at the balls. This was before Randall appeared on the scene. Mervyn, my ex-ball partner, was also a Noosa Heads Surf Club lifesaver, along with my brother, Graham. My brother had since moved to live and work in Mackay and was no longer a member of the club. Mervyn had been raised and schooled in Gympie before moving to Brisbane to work in telecommunications and study when he completed high school. He grew up in a home in a street behind where my family and I lived. As he was older than me, I didn’t know him when we were children.
From when I started going to Noosa Heads at weekends, he’d had a bit of a “crush” on me, but as he was five or so years older than me, he purposely stood from afar looking on, believing I was too young when we first met to be getting serious about anyone. He was right. I liked him. I always had. We both enjoyed surfing, rock ‘n roll, dancing and having good times. We had mutual friends. He would seek me out at the record hops and dances, but that was the limit of our “relationship”. When our paths crossed in Brisbane, we started seeing a bit of each other, going out for dinners, attending parties and various social events. His weekends were spent at Noosa with the lifesaving club. Sometimes I accompanied him, sometimes not.
Still engaged to Randall, I was in a bit of a quandary, torn between where my heart was…made tender and vulnerable by distance and absence. I found myself caught in a whirl at what was at hand.
Even though we’d known each other for quite some time, we’d only been dating for short period when Mervyn asked me to marry him. Caught up in the moment, I said, “Yes”. The news shocked not only me, but everyone else around me. A few detractors tried to give me advice, my mother included, but stubbornly I didn’t listen to them, nor did I listen to my heart…my inner being. I was susceptible. I wanted to be placed on a pedestal. and Mervyn had done that. I wanted to be “first” in someone’s life; Mervyn had placed me as Number One in his.
My personal life had been thrown into turmoil when Randall left. I’d felt lost and alone, then Mervyn walked into my small world with love and caring.
Finally, I wrote to Randall to give him an ultimatum. An ultimatum I’d never considered giving him when he first announced his plans to travel overseas, as I believed in his right to do for himself what he felt best to do, but now caught between the devil and the deep blue sea, I needed definition. I wrote saying, “if you don’t come home, I’m going to get married.” He didn’t come home, and true to my word, my threat, I got married.
Easter Thursday, 6th April, 1966, at 6pm, five months after Randall left Australia’s shores I was to walk down the aisle to be married to Mervyn. Misgivings began to make their presence known, but I forged forward, forcing myself to ignore them, naively believing I couldn’t go back on my word or my decision. “Everyone knows”, I kept telling myself. “I can’t back out now.”
I’ve never been one to have pined for the whole “wedding catastrophe” of tulle, satin, silk or chiffon, penguin suits and lavish receptions, always believing it was a total waste of money. Following my personal beliefs, I had a sheath mini-length dress of white linen made for the event.
Our guest list, which included immediate family members and very close friends, was very small. We offended some family members on Mervyn’s side as he came from a large family, but I didn’t care. The date was set for our wedding. We were wasting no time. I could see no point in being engaged again. I'd already done that, and look what happened there! I’d even refused an engagement ring. I already had one, and look what good that did me! We mutually agreed we didn’t want to waste money on a big affair. I didn't want a “big do”, anyway. We promised "the family" we’d throw a party in Gympie at a later date to celebrate our union.
My brother, mother and grandmother arrived in the morning of the "day". As I’d taken only that day off work, I was busy organising the food for our “reception” that was going to be a small party held in my flat after the ceremony. Once again, I was the caterer. I’ve always been a demon for punishment, it would seem! Mervyn had found us a small one-bedroom apartment in Merthyr Road, New Farm, which we intended moving into after our marriage. Mum and Nana would remain in my existing flat until the day after our wedding, helping my flatmate with the cleaning up of the aftermath from the previous evening.
The time rapidly arrived. The clock ticked down. Soon it was time for me to shower and dress for my “event”. I could see the look in the eyes of my mother and grandmother, but they said nothing. I knew they still were unsure that I was doing the right thing, but they held their counsel.
We arrived at the Presbyterian Church in Sylvan Road, Toowong just before the appointed time. Mervyn was already in the church. I froze at the top of the stairs. I couldn’t, and wouldn’t move. Again the floodgates opened. Unstoppable tears poured down my face. I cried and cried. Mum and Nana tried to console me, telling me I didn’t have to go ahead if I didn’t want to. I shrugged off their words in a fruitless effort to compose myself. The minister came out to see what the hold-up was. Seeing the state I was in he told me to take my time because he had no other weddings or pressing matters to attend to that evening. I had all the time in the world to get myself in order, he told me. Poor guy he must have wondered what he had stumbled into. Finally, I calmed myself down; composed my fragile self, wiped away the remnants of my tears, took a few deep breaths and firmly held onto my brother’s arm. He walked me down the aisle to a beaming Mervyn, who was completely unaware of the drama that had erupted outside the church.
Without further delay or hitch, the marriage ceremony went ahead, after which the small group descended upon my soon to be previous abode for a party. And, it was a great party wherein everyone had a wonderful, happy time. My tears were forgotten. I was married….to Mervyn. We spent our wedding night in our new apartment before heading up to Noosa for a week’s honeymoon. We had a passenger on the trip to Noosa…my brother, Graham, who intended spending the Easter Weekend at his second home…the Noosa Heads Surf Lifesaving Club.
The day I got married, Randall stepped aboard a flight to Canada, en route to New York. Separately, both of us were heading into the unknown...
Upon arriving in New York, Randall immediately found employment with the New Zealand Mission to the UN. His boss was diplomat Frank Corner (later to be Sir Frank Corner)…Ambassador to the United Nations (1961-67) and the United States (1967-72). He was later New Zealand’s Permanent Secretary of Foreign Affairs from 1972 to 1980.
To be continued....
Oh gosh Lee, was a traumatic time for you outside the church, but you couldn't wait forever for Randall. Life goes on.
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G'day, Margaret....Those moments outside the church have remained clearly embedded in my memory. I was a hopeless case. Mum and Nana were at a loss...and just tried to console and comfort me the best that they could. :)
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Definitely traumatic. Thanks for sharing this installment of your busy, busy and sometimes fraught life.
ReplyDeleteHey there, EC. As I reflect on that period in my life I realise how young I really still was, even though I wouldn't have admitted to it at the time. The steps we take...the lessons we learn...
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It sounds like you knew right from the beginning.
ReplyDeleteHi Sandie...I'm not sure what you mean. I wanted to be happy, and hiding my sadness, burying my true feelings, I tried to move on, rightly or wrongly. :)
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Oh my, you wrote this in such a way...when you are crying before getting married, I wanted to tell you to go in and tell them you had changed your mind! Felt like I was there! I'm sure all has worked out in your life the way it was meant to be.
ReplyDeleteHello, Kay...at that moment in front of the church I, too, wanted to go in and tell everyone I had changed my min, but I didn't have the guts to do it. It was a memorable time, that is for sure.
DeleteLife is not always as we wish or hope it to be, but we try to do the best that we can. :)
Take good care...thanks for coming by. :)
That's pretty intense, Lee. Hugs
ReplyDeleteIt was a memorable time in my life, that is for sure, Sandra...intense and memorable. :)
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If there's tears...turn around and go home...So sorry about Randall!
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Donna
G'day, Donna...easier said after the event, unfortunately. :)
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It's always easier to know what someone else should do, and to know for yourself in hindsight.
ReplyDeleteLife places many hurdles in our way, messymimi....we try to do the best we can. It's not always easy...nor is what we do always correct.
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Sounds like something out of a movie. I always thought those cinema love triangles to be a bit contrived but your experiences have proved me wrong. I guess I have more respect for those Hallmark movies now.
ReplyDeleteHi Dave. Life and love rarely run smoothly. For some perhaps, but for others....me, included...not so much. :) I wish it had have been otherwise, but that was not to be. It was out of my control.
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Lee, I will admit that when you issued an ultimatum to Randall, I was sort of hoping that he would return. that said, you and Mervyn did have smiling faces on your wedding day even after your meltdown. I hope that you did have happier days and will be looking forward to the next post.
ReplyDeleteHey there, Beatrice....I tried to hold my head up the best that I could, and just plough forth. I tried to be strong...life goes on with all the pitfalls and hurdles tossed in front of one. As one of our past Prime Ministers once said..."Life was not meant to be easy..."
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Hello Lee, I know I commented here! Has it disappeared in spam folder ... I wonder?
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All the best Jan
G'day, Jan...I've given up trying to work out bloggers quirks. It is very frustrating at times....too often.
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Oh my. For some people, anxiety about getting married and making a longterm commitment is quite extreme, but to be conflicted in that way is very uncomfortable. Actually you look like a happy bride and Mervyn looks so happy. But it shows we never know what is going on in other peoples' minds. Will look forward to reading more!
ReplyDeleteHello, Jenny...I married on the rebound, Jenny....a rash move, by a young girl trying to find her way in the world, and her reason. Life doesn't always run smoothly, unfortunately.
DeleteMervyn was a good mad...so in that, I was lucky.
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