One Strand of Hair Left!!!!
I will be polite and not say what I really want to say! To be honest, I think I've used every expletive in the book this morning, and some not yet invented! I've been having no end of problems trying to write a new post in here! Too much snow on the lines? Not here...it would melt! Anyway, I've calmed down a teeny-weeny bit as I managed to get in here to post by using my OLD account! Who am I to questions the ways and means of blogger!
So to vent my rage, I'm posting a poem I wrote a couple of weeks ago. I hope you like it.
Carnival of Torment
I star in life's carnival veiled in my disguise hiding my torment
Concealed from the games you play your art of manipulation
Offender of my heart I am now accustomed to my discontent
Borrowed instances of happiness are a momentary aberration
Walking as if in someone else's skin I am a face lost in a crowd
Has it ever occurred to you the damage caused by your deceit
Despairing bitter suffering envelops me like a long grey shroud
Confused tortured by my inadequacies forlornly I admit defeat
In the darkness here in the real world I give my plaintive cry intense
Rendered in the midnight hour abducted by the wind jarring echoes
Shall I ever learn to breathe again soften a heart hardened in defense
Will someone be my saviour shall my tears keep falling like dominoes
Maybe a day will come when at last I shall be able to return the favour
Or perhaps I will abandon the pain stow away from the torture you cause
Detour past the hazard of you a search for happiness to be my endeavour
No negative threads left of you no longer thoughts of you to give me pause